Freedom of speech

So much for the Freedom of speech

I need to be able to buy grocery all by myself. I need to be able to cook all by myself, and that too a sumptuous meal for the complete family. I need to be able to handle my responsibilities at my workplace. I also need to be able to go pay all the variety of bills. Yeah... I need to stand equivalent to men. Yet I do not have the freedom to say No to a guy whose proposal I receive for marriage. What do I get asked in return, He's such a nice guy. What more can you ask for??

I demand MORE. A lot more than what you have offered. Can you get me what I want?? If not then please do not pretend giving me the choice. If you say choosing bad amongst Bad, Worse and Worst is being smart then I'd rather remain dumb and wait for the Best. In fact I can spend all my life in the hope of getting the Best rather than get tied up with something Bad and grieve for the rest of my life thinking If only I had the patience and perseverance I'd probably not have had such a miserable life

I'm not a believer of Something is better than nothing. All through these years I've lived with the though that I either have the best or I do not take it at all. This of course holds good regarding those things that actually matter to me.

I always had this thought bothering me about my parents wanting me to get married. And their attitude towards me saying a no to the so called best proposals gets on my nerves each time. And unfortunately for me, it’s been a No from me every time, irrespective of what the other party has to say.

And this lady here has very beautifully penned my thoughts.

Do you see someone with loads of attitude problem and heavily self -centered person here?? Well... that is what I am.