Monday, January 23, 2006

Ouch!!!

Why does love hurt? Why have I become so helpless in love? Why have I lost the independence of making decisions on my own? Why is it that all my decisions, major or minor are now dependent on him? His parents, who were no one to me, now mean so much to me. And my life's biggest decision is dependent on them. And I can do nothing about it if their decision is not as I hope it would be. Why does it, all of a sudden, seem that I have lost control over my life?
It feels terrible to know, but this is a truth that at present I have no control over my life. And I'm finding it very difficult to accept this truth.

1 comment:

Art said...

This happens dear...When u love someone..at one point the world is not just u and him.. It becomes ur family and his family...
And when u take decisions..family has its influence...