At 25 I’m bored with my life. I’m tired of being told that there are certain things I should do. I’m disappointed that I’m unable to do things that I wanna do. Things like I wanna join Salsa classes, I wanna learn to play a violin, I wanna learn to swim. But I can’t seem to go for any of it. Why? Coz I may have to go home any weekend that I’m asked to. Which means I shall miss my classes on those weekends. The weekday class hours I can’t make it coz I’m not sure about when my day ends on a weekday.
And then there are other things that I consider are my dreams but which I can’t pursue. Only coz I don’t seem to be able to get myself away from the worldly commitments.
I seem to have completely strayed away from life. I find myself so incapable of handling situations that life puts me into. I talk of maturity in thought and now I find myself acting immature. I am completely lost.
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Hi.
Dont do this.
Just refuse to accept that you cannot learn new things.
Because the only person who stops you from doing it is you.
I will tell you abt me. I joined work 3 yrs back. It was a fuckall job where they expected me to work 15 hrs a day 7 days a week. I tolerated for 2 mnhts. Then when i understood that this is what they normally think I will do I said "Back off me"
I joined french classes on weekends. It was awesome..learning a new language. Besides learning, it was fun.
Then I quit that job and luckily landed in a workplace which was the most fun place I cud ever be in. My team was rocking, the work culture terrific. Still, I cud not comit myself to weekday classes. So what .
There are enough weekend classes all over the city,
I joined Sandeep Soparkars Salsa class in bandra. for 3 months. good fun.
After that I joined photografy class. 3 months.
After tha I joined spanish class. But unfortunately before i cud complete it I had to leave the city.
NOt because I was forced to, but only coz i chose to for some reasons.
Anyways...
What I am saying is a job is a job. Dont make it ur life. And unless you take out time for yourself and things that you want to learn or do, noone else if gonna do it for you.
If someone tries to stop u from learning something new and something exciting that you really want to, just say fuckkk off..and go ahead and do what you want.
coz finally only u r responsible for ur happiness.
Just to keep on ..I am now leanring table tennis and pool. :) plan to start learning guitar as soon as I can afford it :)I used to go swimming. but now the weather is too cold. Will do again next summer
And I am also 25.
Its all in your mind honey. All in just your mind.
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i know u wrote this a while ago but try reading TWENTY SOMETHING here: http://madban.blogspot.com/2007/12/aap-ki-dua-se-baki-thik-thak-hain.html ... it's the age :)
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