I’ve never been the talkative kind of person. I usually keep my thoughts to myself. And if there ever need be I write my diary. Lately I thought I’ll get out of this attitude of mine. Talk to people, share my views and ideas. I was sure this would only improve my thought process and widen my knowledge base.

But looks like things need not happen as you plan. I of course did gain more in these past couple of years. But I find that most people, the so called nearest and dearest ones, they failed to understand what I am and what I am looking for.

I do not blame them entirely. I see that I’m not wording myself well. But I’d wanna try to better myself only if I find that the person in front of me is interested in knowing what I have to say. Would you feel like talking to a person who would, at every instance possible, censure your ideas and views? Now I’m put off completely. I’d rather have my thoughts to myself and be pleased than get scorned at what and how I think.

So if you find me quite, don’t wonder what’s wrong with me. There’s nothing I want to say.