Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Hate me!!!

I want you to hate me. Hate me intensely. To an extent that even my thought should bring your blood to boil. So much that you should hate yourself for having my thought creep into your mind. Such that you should seek vengeance for no reason apparent. Your eyes when meet mine should only spit fire. Fire that can burn me. From head to toe. Without even leaving ashes behind. I don't want to be a phoenix. I do not wish to be reborn out of the ashes. So I do not want the ashes to remain.
This is my first and my last wish. A wish that I wish would come true, soon.

4 comments:

IdeaSmith said...

Very intense, very dark and very beautiful.

Who makes you feel such exquisite emotion?

Neel Arurkar said...

And why shud you want anyone to hate you?

Seema said...

ideasmith: Thnx :).

Neel: I believe it is less painful when someone who hates you hurts you

Seema said...

Absolutely not, southpaw. Just like it's not necessary to love someone. Like it's not necessary to tell someone you love, only coz you fear rejection. It isn't, in my opinion.